I felt really guilty tonight. Can't be there when a friend needs me. Dude.. I'm really sorry. I'll call u tomorrow. I promise!
I'm going to KL tomorrow. Although I haven't finished my study and I'm not sure whether I can finish up the assignment before I slept, I just really miss my family. Plus, I'm pretty sure I won't be able to meet them during my 20 weeks practical that will start really soon.
I'll head straight to KL after the open house tomorrow. Hopefully the bus ticket is still available.
Here goes my writing again. It seems a wrote a lot this few days. It might because of the boredome I have to bear as we had a 10 days gap before the last paper.
"Output won't come if you don't start it"
I have strive my best for all the past papers. This is my targets for other subjects: Project Management (B+), OOP (A), Software Testing & QA (A-, but I'll try to strive for an A), IT Security (B+), Workshop II (B+) and for my future paper, Web App. I'll do my best to get A-. A seems to be impossible as I have to score at least 90% in the final exam. Adding and dividing all, it is possible to be in the dean list. Hey! Whoever read this entry, pls pray for my success erk. If you do that I'll give you a gift later. Just let me know who that kind person praying for my success.
I've started my study last night. Strive for all I can I will.
p/s The gift will be unlimited access to read all the entries in my blog. (~-_-^)
It's 5.21 in the morning now. I've been holding this derpession for about half day. I hate it when I feel this. I hate it more when I don't know what the feeilng means and why I feel this way. And when I don't have anyone to talk, u r my lovely buddy, my dearest blog. But u surely r not enough for me. I need someone to talk. Someone that I share stories. Someone to cheer me up and someone that although not someone but can be someone to me. Man! Am I sound desperate? Hopefully not or else I know this one person will surely currently laughing right now.
p/s i am truly sorry that i didnt meet u tonight to bring the cds. kalu de jodoh kita jumpe sok kalu xde pas cuti le aku bg cd2 tuh ek...
Tomorrow will be my 2nd last demo to my supervisor. Only 6 days left before the exhibition of Workshop II. Right now my project only halves function and before the final day, I might only finish up to 70% only. Hopefully, that won’t cost marks deduction too much. At least, I don’t want my GPA to be less than B. A- is preferable. Hehe. And really hopefully, up to 70 marks, I will get 60+ from my supervisor. That will make things easier. =)
My auntie invited me to join their ‘Majlis Buka Puasa’ this Saturday. There will be few her friends and relatives. Along and Ct will be there too. I wish I can be there too. I need a break time. “Sometimes good people needs break” and “Family comes first”, the words from “Click”. I can’t make a decision. I want to be there yet I afraid there won’t be enough time to finish the other 3 projects. Man! What happen to me? I sacrificed my enjoy times this semester. I went back for only 2 days during my 2 weeks semester break, I rejected the offer to play for ‘Kelantan Basketball Team’, I didn’t go back for my family gathering (they open fasting together), and I rarely ‘merayau2 g KL ke memane’ this semester. My sister even told me ‘don’t be too addicted with work’. Hey, I’m just doing my best to get the best result. But seriously, I never had been like this. I used to be a student that doesn’t care of his marks, always do some ‘nakal’ things (not bad things) and “Hey, that’s an offer to be a state player. You love basketball right?! Plus, you got money for that. Why you rejected it?”… Thanks to Syik for turning me into this freaking crazy guy.
i have started doing my workshop 2 project.. i have been sitting in front of my pc for almost 2 hours but the idea didn't flow out.. damn.. maybe i haven't done any system for quite long time ( it's only 1 sem) and maybe coz i am learning java so i have forgotten how to do c++.. damn again.. God please show me path.. want to finish as soon as possible n go home
Dira called me last night. She told me that one of her
closest cousin just passed away. Luckily, she didn’t cry on me or else I’ll be
like “gelabah-smpi-xtau-nk-ckp-pe”. Her call makes me remember of 2 things,
remember that I miss her so much and remember that death comes without warning,
when ever, where ever. Like people always say, “God loves him more”. Do give
him al-Fatihah and may he be among the blesses.
My new principle in life: “Live without burdening others
(Hidup jangan menyusahkan orang!).” Stand on my own legs and do everything by
my own self. Haha.. Actually I’m trying to be more mature and be an adult.
It’s only the 3rd week of the new semester, but
things had already gone really busy. With all those assignments, all the
documents, the workshop project, mini-project for other subjects, Man!, they put
burdens on us non-stop. But of course, all those are to make us smart and
challengeable in the working market. The new system to be developed for
workshop is a question generator. It’s actually an engine to not only randomize
all the questions but also will generate new questions by its own. It’s like an
AI system. Don’t know whether we (group of 4 people) can develop it as asked or
not but hopefully so!
So far, I haven’t skipped any class yet. Though, not all
classes attended with fully focused. Hehe.. “Standard la kan!”
I have set a new target this semester. It’s written on the title bar. Can I or
cannot?
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